Escape from the city
It was nice to step away from the city grid and fully unplug.
To get away from marketing jargon and deadlines. To take some time and really think about what it’s all about. To re-evaluate myself.
It got me thinking about the nature of making things.
I’ve always made things. Videos. Stories. Songs. Bad high school poetry. Hundreds of basketball cards from 1991-1994. It’s been a life filled with projects and never ending, self imposed to do lists.
The self-imposed part has switched over two times. First during school, when art became work, and subjected to a grading process. Talk about putting out the fire. And now, making things, as a profession, I enjoy doing it, but don’t enjoy the rules. With the budgets, resources and connections, top level companies could be making some incredible, incredible things. All of the pieces are in place to tell lasting, fantastic and inspiring stories.
Those odds go down when you put too much emphasis on a logo, or a product. (Which at times in of course necessary for operations to continue) But I still think there is room to glorify the storytelling over those concerns. That’s my hope at least. It happens in spurts and some cool stuff goes out. But too often, the best things, the best projects, the ones that would make people take notice, or laugh, or think, are the first ones to hit the floor. I want to do a better job of saving those fallen ideas, archiving them someday and creating a massive database of ‘back pocket’ ideas to pull out on a rainy day. So far, they have been so time consuming to think through and develop, that by the time they reach the chopping block, I have no willpower to document them for a later time. Maybe it’s time to start saving some of these.
Anyway, I digress. I feel the pull to get back to self-imposed creation. I was able to keep it going during school, amidst multi-hour drawing assignments and arduous color-study mapping assignments. I still made vids, shirts, and found the time to tell my personal stories.
Time is always a burden. This agency job demands a weekly all nighter (sometimes more) But I do believe, that if you want something to happen bad enough, and are psyched about some kind of a vision for how things could be, you will find time. You can beg, borrow and steal little moments between meetings to set things up for later. Jot down the mini brainstorms that happen on your walk to lunch. Sketch a key frame. Write up the idea for later.
I’m starting to amass a queue of projects to start in on. I’m hoping also, that writing down this plan, for my blog and it’s 3 loyal readers (hi Mom!) that it will put an extra pressure on myself to deliver.
That’s my theory and I’m sticking to it.
Stay tuned….